I am consciously deciding to go deeper. To go deeper into my relationship with my Savior. I have tasted the freedom He died for me to have, but have turned back. I have had enough of this losing battle. And that is exactly what it is- a battle for my soul. Not only my soul, but my joy. I am tired of looking in the mirror seeing brokenness. I am ready and willing to work towards wholeness.
This doesn't make life perfect. This doesn't mean that I won't need to see professionals or be prayed for, but it means that in the meantime I realize this is all a process and I am going to make it. But this does mean that throughout this process I have to fully rely on God and who He is. Not what He can do for me. But WHO HE IS. Who He is will set me free because He is truth.
He'll take this heap of ash's and turn it into something beautiful. I am trusting Him.
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